Heartbreaking...

I don't understand His tyranny in making many people miserable.. how many times my heart have been poked without any sympathy?! Well I can't blame any1 for this but myself.. but I really hope I dun get poked too deep anymore~ It takes only a few words to hurt some1's heart but it a very long time to heal it back!! Just remember this so u will think b4 u might hurt some1

well... being poked while u r already hurt is going to be the most excruciating feeling u will ever taste!

Well this feeling reminds me of the freaking memory which came to hunt me again & again ... (Taylors '06)

Guess my room's door is securely locked so & those &@^%$#!* have to kick 'em hard...

... i own this just for a few months & its been stolen by those &@^%$#!*

This song resembles what I got to say and feel now: The Wreckers - Cigarettes

Got my headlights shining
Down an old dirt road
Smoke my cigarettes
I should quit I know

The radio's playing
Old country songs
Someone's leaving, someone's cheating
On and on

I think I might like
The quiet nights
Of this empty life

'Cause someday maybe
Somebody will love me like I need
And someday I won't have to prove
'Cause somebody will see
all my worth but until then
I'll do just fine on my own
With my cigarettes
And this old dirt road

See I left another
Good man tonight
I wonder if he'll miss me
Lord knows I tried

But I think that maybe
The thing that I did wrong
Was put up with his bullshit
For far too long

I think I might like
The quiet nights
Of this empty life

'Cause someday maybe
Somebody will love me like I need
And someday I won't have to prove
'Cause somebody will see
all my worth but until then
I'll do just fine on my own
With my cigarettes
And this old dirt road

I ain't gonna sleep
I ain't gonna dream
About the things that I used to need
I ain't gonna cry
Or go on living lies
I'm just gonna drive

'Cause someday maybe
Somebody will love me
And someday I won't have to prove
'Cause somebody will see
all my worth but until then
I'll do just fine on my own
With my cigarettes, oh oh
And this old dirt road

'Cause someday maybe
Somebody will love me like I need
And someday I won't have to prove
'Cause somebody will see
all my worth but until then
I'll do just fine on my own
With my cigarettes
And this old dirt road

Goodnight & goodbye to everyone & everything...